I don't know.
This weekend I'm going to be getting my service dog, hopefully. I mean, I'm going to the rescue to meet all the dogs, and if one jives with me I'm going to get him/her and set up training and stuff. It's super exciting.
But my friend is out of her meds and apparently not doing well according to another friend in our little trio. I'm nervous for her. I wanted her to come meet the dogs with me which probably sounds selfish but she isolates herself when she gets depressed and I don't want to see that happen again.
Also I feel really weird and kind of shitty right now
also a pretty awful ex sexual partner is trying to be my friend on Facebook again
so
I think I should just go to sleep